Seriously caregiver from hell

My husband is abusive, which we all know. This morning instead of lifting my leg off of something, he bends my left leg to the left causing me extreme pain. I didn't have pain in the left hip 'til he did that. He has proven to be the caregiver from hell more like abuser from hell. Then proceeds to tell me in a round-about way that it's all in my head by saying "anytime I touch you ... in pain". Any decent human knows that carefulness is used on an ill person. Well we already established he's not decent. So it's not the right thing to do...hurt someone first then say sorry after the fact. He says sorry. That's another lie. How about not doing the hurtful thing in the first place? Then ther'd be nothing to apologize/lie for/about. FUCKIN' JERK! He doesn't have a grasp of doing right. He does have a grasp of narcissism & selfishness. He made the good choice to be decent Wednesday & Thursday. That went out the window today. Consistently inconsistent. Once a jerk/asshole; sways a jerk/asshole, He's still undeserving of any love from me.