King and Queen of shit

Within the week, I realized again not only is my husband a jerk but he also acts like selfish king who is owed. He has an ego the size of Texas. I wonder where he gets that . Probably his mother. It doesn't add up since he's been rejected so much by women. A friend said it so well years ago. "What are you doing with him? He's short and ugly." A decent human treats any human with dignity & respect. He doesn't and neither does his mother.It's all about him ALWAYS! I told my parents years ago not to talk shit to me about him. I said he's the man I love at the moment. I'm more of a man than he is. How hard is it to tell a mother to back off! Come to think of it. I don't think I've ever loved any man. The ones I dated were just walking morons with dicks. There was one in high school that wouldn't give me his dick for religious reasons. Of course I dumped him. Now I'm married to a guy who I get wet for 'cause I get something out of getting intercourse. The last time I got a big orgasm was probably 6 years ago when I rode him backwards.