makes us stronger--so they say.
To tell you the truth, this MS has worn me down. I no longer have anything to live for. As of the last couple of weeks, I have become intermittently bladder incontinent. That means that 3 to 4 hours a day I urinate myself uncontrollably--only a little--every 5 minutes. I had a urinalysis done by Home Health which showed I did not have a UTI. So is this a result of an exacerbation? Probably. When is enough enough? If I have to wear a catheter for the rest of my life along with having the leg problems, I don't see the point of going on with life. What life? I have no quality of life. I do have an appointment with a university hospital for CCSVI scans. Wooptie doo.I am not excited about that at all. I can't stand this particular university hospital. I've been there before. They have already dropped the ball.
Yeah life sucks and I hate everything about it.
My husband has been nicer to me, that's the only good thing about all this. It took me getting MS for him to be a decent human being.
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